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monday

Between us - Peter Bradley Adams

I've learned 

that you cannot make someone love you.

All you can do is be someone who can be loved. 

The rest is up to them.

giving up?

Whenever I come across a tough spot in my life, whenever I trip and fall and have to struggle to get up again, I come back to these three things and, with them in mind, I always manage to dust myself off and keep going although it hurts.Don't lose hope, Don't give up and Have faith.

No matter what you're up against, no matter how many obstacles you face, no matter how many people tell you you can't or shouldn't -- don't ever give up. It can be so hard not to sometimes, but reminding myself "Don't ever give up" has really worked. Whenever I feel like I don't want to keep going on something or some personal matter which is too hard to manage, I remind myself never to give up and i will get through it. No matter what people say, no matter what you tell yourself, keep these four words in the forefront of your mind: Don't. Ever. Give. Up. 

Being me, of course I'm sitting here analysing what's happening with me. Sometimes good things happen for only little while and with a good reason. Had I accepted the situation for what it was or its just a new experience ??? 

Only Hope

The vow

Are you going to spend your life wondering
Standing in the back, looking around?
Are you going to waste your time thinking
How you've grown up or how you've missed out?

I love this place
But it's haunted without you 
My tired heart 
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less 
Than we wanted 
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause 
We do not know
We do not know

To light the night
To help us grow 
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run 
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To help us grow 
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made 
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Temptation

I've spent most of my life being negative. I lived under a cloud of gloominess.Talking about my previous relationships, morbidly sinking into self pity every time something didn't fall into place the way I thought it should. I was getting by -- still functioning, still having my bouts of fun, still experiencing fleeting moments of happiness -- but I wasn't happy. I wasn't at peace with myself or any of the things I was doing. The life I was living was far from positive and I never really saw thinking positively as an option. 

The more I thought and wondered and wrote and read, the more I realized that this couldn't be it. This couldn't be how my life was going to be.  I don't know when it was, but somehow I realized, I have always had an "aha!" moment with handbags. Every year, during my birthday, I normally request my dad to buy me a handbag as a gift.Obviously Chanel and Celine are not in his list. Unlike this year whereby my birthday is long way to go, 2 months and 4 days to be precised, I have collected 4 handbags on my own. I didn't ask dad to fork his $$$ except one gucci bag I bought in London last december during my short visit and Anya's glitter clutch to complete my collection.

Membazir right? I know. Last 3 weeks, when Anya Hindmarch had this preview sale, I grab one big leather handbag. Dad couldn't be bothered to reimburse back. So, I have to fork out my $$$ to buy the big brown bag down there. The bag is so big and what I can think of is one day, I can use that bag for my baby's diaper bag. Hahaha :p. Then, last week during my short visit to JPO, I fall for this DVF sutra leopard bag. It took me 30 minutes to decide. The pleasure of impulse shopping. AHA! I typically enjoy it. And, if I'm nothing else, I'm the type of girl who goes after what she wants. Handbags and I have this happy moment together!

                  

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To breathe again..

Cakra Khan - Harus Terpisah (Official Music Video)

489 days

I used to think I knew exactly what my life would be like. I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I knew what I wanted and what I thought would happen to me. But I had no idea that I let myself live in complicated way in such a way that I keep on feeling sad and break down again and again. As we grow older, we tend to complicate things even its a small matter.

It's been so hard for me to live in the moment, especially in moments that I would have rather lived without.It hasn't been easy. I've had a hard time letting go of the negative attitude I used to cling and I cried thinking how my life is so vulnerable. My life is filled with all sorts of ups and downs and good times and bad times. I've been living life both the positive and the negative side. Of course the negative side will be my love relationship.I would find myself in a completely different place, almost as if I'd woken up finally from a dream.There are little bits of negativity that creep in from time to time.

I've mentioned it before, but I'll say it again: I would not be where I am right now if it weren't for a great support system and an amazing friends. I've had a great cohort of family and friends who have supported me as I've made a lot of big changes in my life and I will be forever grateful to those who have stuck by my side through the past year (which, believe me, wasn't always easy). I wouldn't be where I am today without the strength I gained from their support.