One year

Like it or not, we're all flawed. Not a single one of us is perfect. And that's one of the great things about life. We all have so many wonderful things to offer and, yet, we're not always so wonderful.Sometimes I like to just run away from the hustle and bustle of life and drive out to this wide open field a few miles outside of town. Particularly yesterday.

It has been a year since I really decided and move on without any fear.Then I started to blog again and share what's happening with life regularly.I determined to be HAPPY and accept life as it is.I keep on going and going forward without going backward.There is always a time when the memories we treasured back then pop and it feel like yesterday we decided to end the longest relationship we hold onto.

 It was just one of those days when life caught up to me a bit too quickly and things started piling on top of one another in this overwhelmingly exhausting way that my head just couldn't quite wrap around and digest.Life starts all over again when it jeopardized and to be honest,getting over for good was the toughest phase.

And this open field gave me exactly what I needed. Peace, quiet, and complete stillness.  I don't run away from "life" too terribly often, but this little haven draws me in from time to time. I am so thankful everyday in my life. You saved me once again ya Allah.

Life is better with company.You just need a companion to keep you alive.I have broken so many hearts so far to get over someone for long time.Just recent,when I entered new relationship,I found it a bit differ than before because he was one of the genuine guy I have met so far.But then again,though it may seem like a lot of the points made here are obvious one,I still feel myself is single.

I have found in relationship with others is the fact we are often looking to make the partner happy although its not our responsibility to make others happy.I have to make myself happy.

It has made me realize just how important it is to be responsible for my own happiness.Relationship is just a title but the heart tells and determine my true relationship is.

"Don't put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket"

The only thing that stands between you and what you want out of life is the will to try and faith to believe it's possible.

 And the amazing friends to cheer you up with loads of love and laughter.Welcome to the world Baby Juvieria Omeira. Additional girl to top up my happiness and strengthen the friendship till the end. 

with love,

Aunt Akma