In exactly a week to go before leaving to perform umrah with the parents.Most of my colleague including our Risk Director and other bosses have been questioning me will I change soon when I come back?Will I take a little step and give up completely to change the whole wardrobe?I am still hesitate to answer.
To be frank,I am excited.There are so many things I would like to doa hoping my wishes will be granted and insyaAllah will never waste the opportunities.Countless sins I have committed,countless things I have done,I am seeking for the blessing and forgiveness.But honestly,I hope to become better person inside out.
What are the preparation I have made so far?I had everything sorted with Mum's assistance and the best part was buying the scarfs.Dad was smiling when I put on my scarf,trying in front of him and telling him "Pa,do i look pretty in this?".He started to make face and annoyed me.Deep inside him, I know he loves when I cover my blonde hair.Haha.
I decided not to roaming my phone this time round.I will keep myself shut from the phone and no internet access during the time I am there.I would like to have time off from any communication from my work and other people including Mr Stranger.He asked me to at least on my bbm but I refused.
I will definitely miss everyone around me for 2 weeks.Leaving thousand miles away as in I am going back to Dublin,time difference,away from my hectic work,away from gym routine,away from congested massive traffic in KL,no calls-bbm-text from Mr Stranger,bosses,friends,I am practically leaving everything behind me.To Mr Stranger,I'll miss the laugh,the sarcasm,the goofy jokes u make to keep me alive and reason to breathe everyday:)
Look forward to update soon I come back.Do keep me in your prayers.My apology to all of you from the bottom of my heart especially to the sisters I love most.May Allah always bless and reward all of you true contentment.InsyaAllah.