Monday, 31 March 2008
my xm is in 3 weeks.all burdens and tiredness are torturing me.i am doing 3 things in 1 time.really hope that i manage to deal with it.amin.i told myself "skit jer lagi" and im gonna have long break(3 months) in KUALA LUMPUR!Yeay!assignments result will out later by this week.mls nak pk.im enjoying the spring now;p
Sunday, 30 March 2008
Thursday, 27 March 2008
last friday was a good friday and sunday was easter.so i took oppurtunity to berjalan-jalan with the girls who came all the way fr leinchester,UK.well,kak aimy and her friends*nadya.kak fara and kak mariam* stayed at my place for 3 nites.super best okaaaaayh!we rented a small car and drove to belfast located in northern ireland on saturday which took us 3 hours kot.mcm rombongan cik kiah i tell u!LOLs.didnt get chance to shop as we reached quite late.all we did is berjln at the city centre(shop closed) and capting some pics.fyi,on the way to belfast,i could smell all those kerbau,kambings' smell okayh..ye la its a country side but its really beautiful scenery okaayh!i had so much fun with the girls and rombongan except we were left out on our way back to dublin.sesat smp g WEST.cheh.wellomellowwwwwww!!
belfast wheel behind us:)
titanic was here ok.
im running out idea.english is so rotten.i had my dinner at eddies wit elina,taysa n maida.have things to settle.im stressed out with"U DAH GEMOK LA".pls la.the wheather which made me eat more to keep warm.
TCL(take care love)
Wednesday, 19 March 2008
but for the sake of aysha's favor wanna c my long hair,i dun mind to be sloopy until i come home plus to get a hair cut in dublin u need zillions euros.my hair is seriously dead dry due to 6 months of no hair spa and treatment.the curls didnt work like it used to.so excuse the hair yea!!
the hair has became horrible messy curls!
Tuesday, 18 March 2008
kak aimy and her friends will arrive fr leinchester this thurs bcoz she's going to m.nasir's concert.will stay at my place and i cant wait to c her since my birm's trip was last min cancelled.its being like ages didnt get to c her.sure byk nak di updates.m nasir's concert will be held in embassy theather.unfortunately im not his fans so i dun fancy to watch his show at all.
too bad im not in the mood of writing.just want to keep update my thingy here.laptop ku udeh tak bole diguna.will jot more insyaallah coz time constraint nowadays.
Monday, 17 March 2008
Thursday, 13 March 2008
Tuesday, 11 March 2008
when u read my blog,i have received ur lovely adorable card although its like a belated vday.i sgt terharu babe.every words u wrote,made me teringat our sweetest days ever esp tdo satu katil..yes,its like 6 months i have been here..no more gossips,no more sleepover,no more having fun together,no more exhanging card which i sux at it,window and window and so on.oohhh i misssss it babe!
i miss our big times together and u r true,its bullshit kiter duaorg gado but we still together.remember ppl used to say we are like "belangkas".all those things i keep inside my heart.
wait till i come back to spend time with u.babe,i loooove loooove u sgt2.i sgt proud i have such a sweetheart like u as my bestie.
never felt sorry abt the bufday.i had blast surprise bufday u made in fridays even its late.remember i did dat on ur 20th bufday at the same place and u were crying...u sgt soft!
thosedays with u and miera were the bliss ever and lets celebrate our 5th year friendship once i come back home.....u girls are still the best.
rindu and rindu.
Sunday, 9 March 2008
well,i have 7 weeks to my xm.no preparation at the mo but insyaallah will start doing it next week.next weekend,im off to birm.yahooo;p.my 2nd get away.probably will stay at kak aimy's place in leinchester so we can go nottingham and jln her place.well 2 in 1!
perhaps if i have time,will go to sheffield .btw,im so gonna miss ST PATRICK's day in dublin on monday.chitt.but since i still have next year and more years,im fine with it.
after xm,i'll start to pack my things up.malaysia mari..yeay!.have no time to webcam with the parents since thursday.i really wanna know abt the polls in msia.regarding US,i knew hillary would have the ability to win compared to obama.i have no further comment to US politics.Malaysia has so many current affairs which i need to update rather melayan US thingy.as usual father lah org yg akan comment leb
blogging out for now.need some beauty sleep:)
Tuesday, 4 March 2008
i have been keeping these feelings since i arrived in dublin.6 and half months is quite numbers of months.im all alone to think all this.i walked alone,i cried alone,i melayan my own perasaan alone and the best thing is im giving my ownself a space.i always wish that things gonna be fine but as times grows apart,i realised that i have been matured enuff to think wisely.
there are so many things that i learnt in life.for years i have been a moron to myself.i jeopardised my future infront me.i almost killed myself because i wanted to be the witness of wat-so ever shit happened behind my back,i didnt go to class,i failed my ACCA papers for 3 years,i cheated mama n papa and i didnt bother their feelings when they have to pay my fees.when i decided to go here,mama and papa were behind my back giving me supports.every second of my beat,their doa and bless is with me.
Love is very universal.however there is unconditional love that nobody cant give it.look at yourself on mirror,did u realise how much the parents have given u the loves from the day u was born!its countless.i realised that why we bother to cry because sumone refused to love,care us more than anything else in this world?why??i cried when i awake from my stupid feelings after years i have been treated like shit.i asked myself how could i be idiot up to this level??
The reason to come home is to sort everything that has been stranded.i want to tell mama n papa that their lil girl wont cry.sometimes,im grateful that ALLAH made me learnt every step of life.i put an extra guts to face the fact and stand up to say it out that "ITS NOT WORTH OF WAITING ME BECAUSE I HAVE FOUND BEAUTIFUL LIFE INSIDE MY HEART".its going to be hurtful but this is what i want....,
Monday, 3 March 2008
I received an email fr travel agent!hooooo-ray!tix balikkk has been confirmed.thanks to ayahanda.ni yg syg nieh.hahaha.date di-rahsia kan?bole?hahahahaha;p.will let everyone know becoz i want to suprise sumone..haish.3 months to go aaaand tak sbr to feel all those COMFY in msia.and budaaakkkk kecik wait for me to come back to bully,cubit,kissing smp merah pipi,ajar leg popping(well she's good at it),sleepover and bla bla.ok lah.too much blabbing.
till then love.
hip hip HOORAYYYYYY:)))))))*wider smile*