Tuesday, 31 July 2007
at one point when we had arguments,she became sum1 whom i dunno b4.it changed my life tremendously.i became more wiser.i cried coz she did sumthing evil which break my heart.then we slowly separated ourselve and enjoying own life w/o each other.i admitted that she's so special.our boyfriends have same name apparently at that time.i never felt so special to have sum1 like her in my life."a best ever friend"who took care of me.
time changed.when we had cat fights and walked on own path,we then get back as a friend.i might say as a friends.no longer a bestie.i cud feel the diff.too afraid of having her in my life back.somehow,i lil bit feel dat she has given me a gud lesson in life.i do love her as a fren.but to be honest,the deep loves i used to give her when we were close not much now.
we seldom meet,talk,sms and care abt each other.i didnt update abt her n so do her.we r like an old friends.we no longer clbrt our friendship day which happened to be on the day we entered uitm and so valentines.its sounds pathetic but i do believe dat everything which happened now has a gud reason.ALLAH always has the reason fr that.i do miss the gud ol days wit her:)
im grateful dat eventhough i lost her as my very best friend,i have met the wonderful friends.im experiencing a glorious that ALLAH has given.im blessed wit my FAB A's besties(akmar,aysha and aqilah) whom i just knew less than 2 years.diff background and study place.my supporting system(hazlind shee,shakinah,hafizah,hasnor,syima,shee,aida,hasnor,nuha,miera),my old guy bestie zhafir,the brothers to me hilman,fariz and the wangsa gang(the memories remains-syikin.mimie.syapha.jep and ecot too)najihah n azimah.sumtimes,life is not glorious but trust me,regardless whatevr happened..cherish ur family n friends:))
to the gal dat tend to b the best to me,i always doakan u happy wit ur life.
*im too emo at this mo*
Monday, 30 July 2007
im still catching up abt my studies.kui kui.cant wait to start balik ol over again.2 mths yg boringg but when yeaa?
its 2 am inthemorn but i cant sleeeeeeeep.i haf been thinking alot.my aircond mem-freeze kan saya!sayaaaa blom ngantoks
*akma tak der mood blogging out*
Sunday, 29 July 2007
Wednesday, 25 July 2007
i bought myself a very nice pinafore although i told myself im broke,kena save,kena have extra money but seriously cant hold.kiki.oso the nice notes holder fr buffel.cantik tp tatau how effiecient it could help.well,i wish i have zillions of dollar now*repeat*
i will have a nice weekend perhaps!off to bbq and movie and shop lagi*as if*
Tuesday, 24 July 2007
akmanakshoppinggilertptakderduit BLOGGING OUT!
Sunday, 22 July 2007
Saturday, 21 July 2007
Wednesday, 18 July 2007
the lesson dat i learnt fr the things happened is dat,WHATEVER U WANT IN UR LIFE,DO IT WIT PASSIONATE.....:))
Tuesday, 17 July 2007
Sunday, 15 July 2007
HAPPYYYYYY 22ND BURRPDAYY akmaelinda!
u ols,im officially 22 on 16 july...hahhaa;p.i received an advance pwezie fr my aunt last nite and papa gave me new hp finally...i wanted sony ericson pinkish or v3x pink badly but ended he bought me nokia 6288...wat a lovely.he said im old enufff to devote myself into PINK.amboiii statement dier.;p.ok lets put it this way,im crazy abt pink tp tak la secrazy my fwen,shee.hheheh.she's into pinnnkkk gels!mama promised me to bring me fr shopping.super sweet bonda dan ayahanda.but the sedih's part would be when mama kata after this no more being plAYFUL coz i have grown up.kena complete my studies,get a double degree insyaALLAH.i hope so...
im grateful to have wonderful family and friends who always being by myside thru ups n downs.ALHAMDULILLAH.all i wish on my burpday is keredhaan dr ALLAH,kebahagiaan and MURAH REZEKI...thankiess for all the wished i received...im lucid to have u ols in my life.
akma blogging out on her 22nd burppday at 12.55am.
Saturday, 14 July 2007
HAPPY 22 ND BUFDAYYY CIK AQILAH SYG:)
just got back fr melaka.testing keta baru la konon.serious i have no feelings at the mo.btw,i n the parents went for a lunch at papa's fren's place.ya rabbi.serious cute gels his cucu named puteri azarina.english punyer la excellent n comelsss.we even talked abt mcd,kfc n those fast food.she's only 4 yrs old..as im leaving she hugged me.amat la sedih coz she actually going to LA next week as her datuk said puteri has to follow her parents for 1 year..haishh.i want new adik!can i???
Tuesday, 10 July 2007
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY MY DARLING umi:)
WISH U ALL THE BEST AND HAPPY FOREVER..
*we sure gonna catch up our birthdays k.love...*
Sunday, 8 July 2007
omg.why im letting of such oppurtunity to study in ACCA?why i always being playful?why cant i be smarter n hardworking like my friends did?and now i have to take degree which need me to spend 3years more.im the one who must bear for wat i ruined.im such A LOSER.mama,papa,sorry for being a useless daughter.i promise dat one day,i'll prove to u dat im going to b AN ACCOUNTANT.my current course ACCA is a gud start to be proffesional accountant as the paper is set by examiner fr UK.mostly chinese(referring to msia)took this paper as we know chinese is BRILLIANT.but org melayu nowadays took this paper as well.look at dato khalid,dato johan fr pwc,tnb's press=smua melayu.anak melayu nowadays smua pandai but y cant i be like them.i always admired dato zeti akhtar.she's a gud example.i guess their lifestyle surely not like ME.i had too much fun-not partying.,i had too much time wasted and i had too much time thinking of irrelevant things.so ppl,be passionate for wateva u do.ALLAH always help us.
doakan i pass all papers n back to ACCA and do my degree in finance so i can get double degree.insyallah.
Saturday, 7 July 2007
fyi,this few days i went to work out.chewah:0.3 times a week to back in shape.hahha.hopefully it worth of doing it.in few mths before puasa i wish to lost 5 kgs to make me 50.then 49.hahha.tmrw i'll be working out as well.CF sgt ok.how i wish i have zillions to pay the fees.