Saturday, 28 February 2009

A note,


When I drove all the way fr Shah Alam to ur place to support u?
When I stumbled in front of ur house at 5am in the morning when u sulked that night?
When I caught u cheating and waited for someone at Hartamas?
When I almost skidded at the highway when i got news ur sister caught u with another girl?
When I received an email of ur picture from ur own friend?
When I was next to u when ur late mum was sick?
When I never let you down and be there when u need me?
When I sacrificed my classes to be with u?
When I did a surprised for you and u never thanked me for that?
When I brought u to IDP Australia and spoke to the representative which u supposed to do that?
When I waited for u for hours outside ur hse when u supposed to get ready when i arrived?
When I lent u my car and u purposely brought my car to c that girl?

When U hurt me?
When U hate me and crawled back?
When U realized I would never fall in love with anyone else except u?
When U sent me all the songs u played so i can get back to u?
When U said i cherish the love but u did not?
When U treated me like trash?
When U broke my dashboard?
When U have taken my precious time with my family?
When U envy i went shopping with Mum?
When U comparing me with other girls?
When U complaint im FAT?
When U slapped me?
When U wanted to hit me with the kayu?
When U let me down on my birthday?
When U couldnt careless what im doing?All u know is u and u and u?
When U said, "u always put priority on ur friends"

It hurts me.U burnt me in the big fire..
I have enough of crying,torturing myself.

Thursday, 26 February 2009

Not anymore.

"She is no longer single,kick ass gf,my bonzai gf,pringles stocker,milo and 100 plus freezer,always merengek suroh dtg umah dier(subang and sk is sooo dekat la sgt kan),go kart single lady.She is taken.Babeeeeeeeeeee,susahnyer to let u go but i do happy for u and Isk..Hafizah,I wanna cryyyyyyyy now:(

ur babe yg always claimed she is the doll!i know u love me more.<3333>

Tuesday, 24 February 2009

Basket of thoughts

Over the weeks i am freaking hectic with this and that.i didn't sleep 2 days back to catch up on my finance assignments.i became an owl and the awful thing is my eye bag getting worst.3 down and 2 more to go & done with the assignments.then have to start to struggle for the final coming up in i have 2 months and done.InsyaAllah i'll kick my ass to finish this course.

Valentine's Daay?Not that exciting except i went for a coffee with Fairy and Darragh.I got cuppies fr Fairy.Love it babe!Well we decided to swap pressie and i bought fairy Lulu Guinness pillow case.To all the friends,theVDAY card will smp anytime soon.sorry for the delay.I am truly sorry k.My parents pun tak dpt the card lagi:(

Then the weekend,the jervis girls had sleepover at my new place.Ok,i have moved to bigger hse.Plus i got twin bed on my own.Sukaaaa pls!The hse is just few mins away fr the old hse!yeay. the girls helped me to sort my things yg banyak and cooked.I seriously love the hse so muchos!Feels like home.Home sweet home:)Thanks u all!

What else i shall update?My best girlfriend,Fiza will anytime soon getting engage.Iskandar's family will send the proposal sometimes this weekend.Oh babe,im so happy for u.We have to do our last sleepover before u and Isk settle down.Besides Fiza,my high school bestie is getting married in May.Syikin's akad and reception will be held at Dewan Seri Endon, Putrajaya on the same day.She told me every details of her wedding and the pelamin by NasGreatIdea is superb.Syikin was so sad bcoz im not there to share the happiness.Kinnnnnnnn,I am sad too!I want to be there darling!

Oh the internet wasn't be able to connect since i moved 2 weeks back.I didnt have chance to webbie with papa and mama.Last saturday after the internet has functioned,i had 2 hours webbie session with them.Darn.I super homesick although my new hse feels like home.I just miss to be around with papa and mama(even i seldom at home).Hurm.Papa still pursuing his 3rd semesters and still wearing braces.hahaha.Did i tell u my dad wear braces for temporary.He is sooo cute though!I had long chat with him instead of with Mama.biasa lah 2 weeks of not talking to each other.

Fyi,im not going back for this summer.Im up to something and InsyaAllah im waiting for Pa & Ma to come over visit me.This year i'll b fasting in Dublin.So no more Bazaar Ramadhan.heh.Keropok lekor?In my dream jawabnyer la and I had short conversation with my cousin kak ni and nephew isaac yesterday.I was so excited to talk to them.Yes Kak Ani,adik loves u too alot!Pls fix the webcam so i can see isaac new brother:)

I better get going now.TTYL then!


The jervis girls:)

Cino Ice with Fairy

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

Ya Allah,

Ya ALLAH, The most glory,
In this beautiful day,
We seek your blessing and your guidance,
To bless with your lights and your grace...

Ya ALLAH, The most compassionate,
Absolve our sin,
Our family's sin,
Our teacher's sin,
And so the rest other muslimin and muslimat,
And prevent us from sinning again and being sinned for....

Ya ALLAH, The most merciful,
Grant us the strength to free ourselves from ignorance,
save us from temptation that comes from untamed desire,
Bestow us opportunities to repent our foolishness in the past,
And spare us from agonizing retribution,
And bless us with wealth and your ultimate affection....

Ya ALLAH, The almighty,
Bestow us perseverance and serenity,
As you promised in your glad tidings,
So that we would be successful,
In going through lips and bounds,
Of test and temptation...

Ya ALLAH, The master of the universe,
In our quest for knowledge,
Bring us together,
Grant us wisdom,
So that we can prevent ourselves from HASAD,
So that we have affection among ourselves,
And not hatred.....



I am getting over it.Yes,for sure.Thank u fairy for lending ur shoulder to shelter.It's being years and I am ready to inaugurate new step.Missing Pa & Ma badlyyyyy.Sgt-sgt.

Have tons of assignments due.Till then.Havent solated yet.Im praying for the best now:)


Monday, 9 February 2009


Happyyyyy than the pic potrayeddd..


Saturday, 7 February 2009

So it was CANCELED

The trip was canceled last min due to some circumstances.I was so frustrated because after all looking forward to go to Frankfurt,Germany the plan has to be called off.Nak nangis la kan.Tak der rezeki thats what ive been telling myself.Ok,i better plan another trip to replace my dissapointment.Dundee maybe?Later that nite,was invited to Bobo & Man's (the brothers)place for supper(does bbq chicken and lasagna consider as supper?)Hehehe;p.

We had poker,ps3 game,made fun of each other,pics session and birthdays suprised for the bro's sister + acap.The brothers' sister came all the way fr liverpool to visit em.very petite and she looked exactly like my Jihan.Oh i miss her pot-petness though!Looking forward to hang out tomorrow after finishing MA assignments tonite.Wayyy to go.Alaaaa.I better kick my ass now.Sunday to mingle-mingle around.

Till then Lovies.No frankfurt this weekend:(


Fairy's pic in Frankfurt,place i supposed to go!Alaaaa:(

Man,Hezreen and Bobo

Acap was surrrpriiiised(with the tone saplais)

My gediks boys Din and Ayman

The bibik,Tasha


The girls

Isn't she looked like Jihan?

vain pic for today,

"havent shower yet.snif snif"

Friday, 6 February 2009


The airport in Dublin has reported closed due to heavy snow and vulnerable weather.I am devastated if the weather still mad like today and no Frankfurt for this weekend.Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaihhhhhhh.What to do?Allah has planned for us tapi nak- nangis la kan now..Why why snow in Feb??

akma is so LAMEEEE & Sadddddddddddddd:(

Tuesday, 3 February 2009


It was freaking freezing since weekend.Yesterday was quite heavy snow in Dublin.Imagine after 2 years,baru nak ader snow which non stop since morning.Cool eh?Still im soooo jealous with Londoners because their heavy snow.Shaqqy siap baring-baring and tag me in the photo.pleaseeeee la.Jealous nak matis la-kan.Oh well,nothing much on weekend.Had great girls nite out mamas Yama and Bewleys with Fairy and Bun. Every weekend we surely had this session esp with fairy feroott..Tell u Bewleys just like Frangipani in Msia.That's why i loveee going there although Frangipani is wayyy wayy better especially the dine-in. Thats about it.Besides that,went pizza-ing with NCO,Naddy and Els too yesterday.I have too much PIZZA.gotta stop it or else tak jadi diet i!lols.Its a dawson's hse reunite before Nco going back for good this friday.All the best Nco!Oh im off to frankfurt this friday with Bun.Can't wait babeh!lil note to darragh incase u read this,i miss u alot.xoxox

p/s:Please justify missinggggggg.heh.this is so chronic epidemic.