I am completely at peace.Took leave today ( the goodness of Friday) and feel myself becoming more and more domestic.I cooked,did my laundry,sort my things and here I am blogging a day before my bff ties the knot tomorrow and another one next week.
Sometimes I owe myself to wake up on weekdays without any hassle to get ready to work and up for non related work agenda and to do list in my mind.Trust me,it brings nothing but sheer bliss and piece of mind..The day when I am having my time.It supposed to be the week when everyone in the office is a little bit distracted by end-of-the year fever.Running up and down,meetings all-day-long,preparing for next year business plan as economy seems slow.
As for me,boss still calling me updating here and there(despite being screwed).Lets keep it calm and another off day on Monday (well,I promised him to be in the office in the morning).Hehe.Being a work-a-holic,its time to chill and be positive in anyway.Just recent,when the Group announced increased in 3rd quarter profit,we were so relieved.Of course the NPL not effecting me since none from my account portfolios involved.I am looking forward to hear great news on the bonus of course.The list goes on and on.
I have spent my time with nice people who are smart,driven and like minded in the office and outside.Life is too short to spend time with people who suck happiness from me.I admire people who make my day little brighter simply by being in it..I truly live in the moment although sometimes I still have my break down moment whenever relationships issues hit me.I have given in all everything to commit,yet,I failed.I stop trying.
I appreciate what I have, in value.Being so grateful for the goodness that is already evident in my life especially job,friends and family brings me a deeper sense of happiness.Mum always reminds me,"You can't get what you desire,but you get what you deserve".It makes sense.The hard time ever being happy in relationship is only part in life.I have to focus and appreciate what I have now.I miss being pampered as a girlfriend and spending time at the mall walking together.But screwwww thattt!!
What often screws us up the most in life is the picture in our head of how its supposed to be.And the reason so many of us give up is because we tend to look at how we still have to go instead of how far we have come.I have experienced the most awful tragedy in my life which took me ages to get over it.The relationships episode I involved were pathetic as much as I hate it so much.I cried a bucket every time it popped into my mind.The moment when I turned to be the most saddest person in the world.
Life is a journey,not a destination.The priceless gift Allah has granted me after He took away my relationship will always be the courage to move on.The courage to smile back and be positive.The opportunity to be on track and ability to laugh and be happy in anyway.Every day,I wake up to think its going to be great day and I must have great attitude.It leads me to great experiences.
The next step now is to press again the button -> happy.Happiness is an option,so choose to be happy.Never let someone else stop you to create your own happiness.