Sunday, 30 December 2012

a year

30 /12/ 2012

It was the perfect sunday afternoon break from walking endlessly around the amazing KL and last Sunday of 2012.

In one sentence, what will be the next episodes of my love life in 2013?

Mistakes happen. To everyone. No matter what you look like, who you are, what you do for a living, you've made mistakes. We all have and they all suck. I look back on some of my mistakes and literally cringe.2012 left me with so many upside down memories.

For a very long time, I was afraid of falling in love again.I remember for a variety of reasons, it can sometimes feel like the hardest thing in the world .Even when the love itself feels so good. I've found that letting love in can actually require me to be brave.I remember telling my ex to stop calling me and his sister which I can't afford to have them around in order for me to survive on my own.

There's something about 2013 that nice, that makes me feel calm and 2013 is going to be a really good one.I thought back on the years before, all of the days I'd wasted, and then I thought of last year and how I'd done my best to make every day worthwhile. Sure, they weren't all great days and they weren't all filled with productive, and positive activities.

Finding what I want in life , something that was much closer than I thought although it took awhile to connect with because life happens when it's meant to happen and love happens because it's meant to be. God knows how tough and suffered I used to be when I prepared myself to be back on track.

To top the question above, 2013 will be :-

Make mistakes, learn from them, laugh about them, and move along.I only have one life to live in.Its inspired me to make this one even better.A better one,insyaAllah.