It hasn't been easy.I've been living life both the positive and the negative and I've been learning how to make the most of everything I've encountered. Life is too short to only think about other people rather than yourself.I used to think I knew exactly what my life would be like. I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I knew what I wanted and what I thought would happen to me. But I had no idea that all the happiness I had won't last forever. I have been writing about my failure in a relationships and how i deal with broken hearts - one to another and to another.. Since it would probably take a long, long time to go through all of these again and again, I have reached to a point, oh yes, I have to stop thinking and trying too hard to work things out. Perhaps, I should find a new hobby besides playing futsal.