"Love, it's a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary "
I was afraid of love for a very long time and sometimes it feels like hardest thing to commit again.I found letting go love required brave and strength especially when you've been in a long term relationship.I have struggled to accept my longest relationship jeopardized and the pain was inevitably hurts.
I was living in fear.I am afraid to invest my heart and soul to a new relationship.Life is about so many things and love does play big part in many aspects of life.But then again,we are human.We need to step ahead and moving on.We all know this is generally much easier said than done.Certainly we can be in relationship and experience varieties of emotions,but when you find yourself unhappy with the relationship and ultimately unhappy, worst thing could happen.
Looking back on some of my mistakes and slack I did when I started new relationship,I found out that we have to live in present and appreciate a deliciously exciting future ahead.I learned that if I don't respect myself and truly love myself,no one else can truly love me.Therefore,I prefer to have my own time and dive into my passion rather than being so clingy to him.I have my own time and so does himself.We have our own "me-time".Of course,there's a limit without ignoring each other.
It may seems ironic but I learned from my experiences and it has proven that "if you want other people to love you,you must love yourself".The older I get and matured,I am more getting to know myself better,and much to my surprise,the more I actually I love myself.I have to accept the person I am growing into filled with interesting things and there are so many beautiful things in this world to experience.
Sometimes it can be very, very difficult to believe that we are worth loving. Sometimes it can be damn near impossible to believe that we are valuable. But you are! Everyone is capable of loving and being loved. Love yourself by being present.Catch up with things you never done before.Spend more to focus what you desire to do and along the way,you will realized that you have balance life ( Life & Love).
When you love someone, it may feel like you're giving away a part of yourself, but really you're simply allowing that part of yourself to go out into the world and grow stronger. You have much more to gain than you do to lose.What has inspired me to move on and walk away from my past relationship was,I have to put myself as priority.What I desire and what I want it to be in future.I must admit,when ever my past came across my mind,I cried thinking long years I have spent into and risk I have taken to remain faithful.
No one is perfect in this world and after the heart broken,I determined that as wonderful and amazing and inspiring as love is,its not everything when it comes to life.I am worth than the relationship I had for very long time.At this juncture,I am truly happy and everyday is a new chance for a new start.
Whatever you think the worst thing that could happen is, remember that love is better than that and it's worth the risk. Therefore,love yourself more than anything else in this world.