Question?

I have millions things in my mind which both are my need and desire.

The older I get,the more things I want.

At this juncture,

I seriously need a long get away from Malaysia,leaving everything behind for atleast a year and figure out what I want in my life.Unfortunately,I have my career to catch up,I have family to take care of and commitment to commit.

Sometimes I just wish my desk is clear from paper work,my inbox is empty from the emails I have to attend,my brain is only functioning for fun things,I don't have to think of what my future will look like,who I am getting married with,how much I have to spend for car expenses and stop reminiscing my past was.

 Everything seems falling apart.

Summer,Trinity College,Dublin.