Monday, 26 October 2009

Demi Masa

وَالْعَصْرِ(1)إِنَّ الْإِنْسَانَ لَفِي خُسْرٍ(2)إِلَّا الَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا وَعَمِلُوا الصَّالِحَاتِ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالْحَقِّ وَتَوَاصَوْ
3)بِالصَّبْرِ)

“Demi masa. Sesungguhnya manusia itu benar-benar berada dalam kerugian, kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amal saleh dan nasehat menasehati supaya mentaati kebenaran dan nasehat menasehati supaya menetapi kesabaran”. (al-‘Asr: 1-3)

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At times like this,I blamed myself for being really idiot.My broken heart should have been recovered by now.Unfortunately,Im stucked and refused to mend it.I have wasted my precious time by crying my heart out.He has put me through lots of burden.


Lesson learned.Im strong enough to deal with pain.Its bitter lesson but im sure Allah will never let me down all the time.Its the matter of time.Patience is a virtue.Allah has tested me in anyway.One door was closed and Allah has opened another door for me to walk through it.Yes,im stepping ahead.I mean,i took one step and leave my past behind.I keep on repeating to step forward but i did not but not this time!With the courage i had now,im fully recovered.


I'm thankful I've been given this much strength to get through things positively.Don't get me wrong.I havent met anyone at the mo.I just want to share the feelings of recovery.Things has been bitter for quite a long time and im done.Getting over it.Time is really priceless.I really need fresh air.Its the time to breath and live.


As scary as it may seem, it is interesting at the same time and to have to go through the rigorous years of mending broken heart,its the worst part in life.5 years of relationship taught me to be strong.Well,this is life.For now,im fully motivated.Im starting to appreciate my opportunity.Its part of growing.Enough of crying.Coffee sounds better now.



1 comments:

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