Friday, 4 September 2009

Because im a girl

At times,I wish I am strong enough to handle problems and feelings I had.I refused to get over it and I had hard times to let it go.I feel so upset! Ya Allah,i need a strength.

Doa agar diteguhkan hati oleh Allah

اللَّهُمَّ مُصَرِّفَ الْقُلُوبِ، صَرِّفْ قُلُوبَنَا عَلَىَ طَاعَتِكَ

“Ya Allah! Tuhan yang berkuasa memalingkan hati-hati. Palingkanlah hati-hati kami (dari kekufuran, dosa dan maksiat agar ia berada di atas) ketaatan kepadaMu”.
(Riwayat Imam Muslim dari ‘Amru bin al-‘As r.a.)


I spoke to mom few hours ago.She complaint about my custom made baju raya which is the main cream lace tak siap lagi.The rest 2 dah siap.So there's additional Yes-im-upset-Today.Mom promised me she'll try to fix it with the tailor so i can wear the cream one on 1st raya.Plus this year family's theme is cream.I guess i'll be wearing the rest two and perhaps my other baju raya in my closet back in Malaysia still available to wear.I shall style it up!

As i browsing facebook,my dearest bestie sent me pic through her so-canggih-phone on YM while they were break-fasting together at Eden.Jealous,sedih and mixed feelings all over!I redha jer looking at the yummylicious food.Another Yes-im-still-upset because im not there.


Its 3.53 pm.I better take a shower now and get my lazy ass out from home now.Im going out for theraphy and berbuka later.


QilahLala said...

alaa ala alaaa..jgn sedey tau.. promise u, nanti we go super mkn once u in kl k? xoxo